Murderer writes poem about killing of Rossendale man (From Lancashire Telegraph)
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Murderer writes poem about killing of Rossendale man
2:00pm Friday 18th January 2013 in News
A FEMALE murderer who killed a former East Lancashire man — then dumped him in a wheelie bin — has written an astonishing poem detailing his final hours.
Karen Otmani is currently serving a life sentence for killing 42-year- old Shaun Corey, who was originally from Bacup.
But from her cell at HMP Holloway she has penned an 11-verse poem — entitled A Shattered Life — detailing her fate.
Otmani, also 42, killed Mr Corey and left him in a wheelie bin at the south London home for 11 days, before his body was uncovered by police.
And jurors at the Old Bailey trial heard how she asked another boyfriend whether she could poison him with anti-freeze.
In the piece, published in prisoners’ magazine Inside Time, she describes first meeting Nr Corey, after a ‘tough’ upbringing.
The poem goes on to say they had ‘Lots of late nights and a whole lotta fun’.
But Otmani claims that their relationship soon turned sour, with her accusing him of being ‘controlling’.
The next verse reads: ‘Why am I suddenly feeling this way There’s nothing left to say, I’m going away I have to get out of it, set myself free Before he does a whole lot of damage to me’ She then describes the wait until the police discover Mr Corey’s body and her eventual conviction.
But she signs of by writing: ‘I’ll never have another love, as long as I shall live My dreams have all been shattered, I’ve nothing left to give’ The mother-of-two had previously told police investigating the murder: ‘He freaked me out and I killed him.’
A SHATTERED LIFE by Karen Otmani
My life’s been hard, my life’s been tough
Going out drinking and sometimes sleeping rough
I decided to pack it all in one day
And live my life in a different way
I stopped hanging out with the usual mob
And got myself a part-time job
Onwards and upwards, that’s what I said
Build up some money and get out of the red
Now I’ve met a new guy, I think he’s the one
Lots of late nights and a whole lotta fun
I’m getting too lazy now, I’m never out of bed
Have to slow it down a bit or I’m gonna end up dead
I seem to commit, then it all goes wrong
Put under pressure, I’m just tagging along
He just didn’t like it, when I said no
He’d sink a dozen beers and have a proper go
He’s trying to take control of me
Plucking everything out of my head
All my beliefs, ideas and realities
And replace them with his instead
Why am I suddenly feeling this way
There’s nothing left to say, I’m going away
I have to get out of it, set myself free
Before he does a whole lot of damage to me
My mind and body are ever so tired
I feel unloved, battered and bruised
Nothing worse could happen right now
For I’ve nothing left to lose
I really couldn’t have given him
Anymore than I did
But now he’s in a casket
And they’ve screwed down the lid
A knock on the door and that was it
Cops piecing it together, bit by bit
The officers they watch me, around the clock
One minute I’m okay, the next minute I’m not
Will I wake to live another day
Will the courts allow me to have my say
I’ll never have another love, as long as I shall live
My dreams have all been shattered, I’ve nothing left to give
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Comments (13)
3:35pm Fri 18 Jan 13
noddy57 says...
5:05pm Fri 18 Jan 13
woolywords says...
It is raw, unpolished and not desirous of sympathy from anyone. As a piece of work, it stands, as it does, worthy of critique, in it's own right. That LT choses to publish it here, shows a certain degree of insensitivity to the family, friends and others of the victim involved. Designed, I suppose, to attract negative commentary but..
It doesn't seek sympathy for the wrong done, does it?
It doesn't beg for forgiveness?
Or even, for understanding, unless you are prepared to read it two or three times, to get to the nub of it all.
It contains no rancour but espouses a love, that was misplaced in that man.
A sadness, for times loved and lost.
If this were France, which I freely admit it's not, it recounts a crime passionnel, with all of it's connotations.
Prison used to be called penitentiaries, where people could think about the crime that they had done. Does this not stand, on that merit, where you think about what you have done? I think it does, in full measure, and then some.
No mention about her children, more of what she has done and the guilt that she feels. It ends with the lack of light at the end of her tunnel. Are we, as human beings, so vengeful that we cannot give her some small glimmer of hope that, in spite of all, there is redemption, someday?
I truly hope that someone working with her, has the eyes to see that she regrets her mistake and that they, with an ounce of compassion, are able to move her onwards to a better life, some day.
Whilst I'm noted for kicking anything on legs, I never, ever, kicked anyone, when they were down, it's just not the done thing in my book and therefore appeal to the better 'man' within you, on this occaision, to have a little heart and find within you, that spirit of compassion, to forgive her.
No, am not related to anyone, I was just touched by such an outpouring, as you are now touched by mine.
It's only words..
5:07pm Fri 18 Jan 13
her from here says...
7:13pm Fri 18 Jan 13
Marla Singer says...
Another example of LT sensationalising their own stories to suck you in, then none of that having any alignment with the actual story.
9:52pm Fri 18 Jan 13
Jerzei Balowski says...
10:51pm Fri 18 Jan 13
barryinthailand says...
As for the Telegraph publishing it I dont see any problem.
12:14am Sat 19 Jan 13
8 Ball Deluxe says...
12:59am Sat 19 Jan 13
George.White.Bread says...
Would you have published such a poem if it had been written by Jonathan Vass ? Of course you wouldn't, so why publish this ?
Did you even consider the feelings of the victims family?
1:04am Sat 19 Jan 13
George.White.Bread says...
If you can't see what's wrong with it then you are without question an idiot sir.
8:00am Sat 19 Jan 13
mys says...
9:57am Sat 19 Jan 13
InterpolNYC says...
2:49pm Sat 19 Jan 13
barryinthailand says...
If you dont want to read it dont read it..
6:08pm Sat 19 Jan 13
her from here says...